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akhirnye dpt jgk menziarahi arwah pd hri ke-7...miss you yana..

jumaat - Apr 22...ak xsbrnye nk g b.pht...xde mood nk wt keje...last minute inform bos..i go bck early today..im so sorry...wlaupn keje byk xsettle.tp ati ak dh xde kt ipoh.. tket g putrajaya kul 8.. smpai sna 11.3o mlm..thanks ketua puteri umno & suraye..sudi menjemput ak mlm2.smpi umh fiela..ak dh rs sebak...rs nk pluk je fiela time tdo...tp fiela meeting plak ats katil..hehe..ak phm..lgpn dlm bus ak dh nangis dlu..

sabtu - Apr 23..dlm 10pg yam n erma smpai sperti yg di jnji kn...start our journey..

amik aja kt komuter..trus grk ke b.p..2-3x benti akhrnye smpai gak b.p..trus g stsn bus b.p amik nein n ank ikan fiela..hehe..(dlm ati dh berdebar2 on d way ke umah arwah)

ak pkir ak dh ckup kuat..trun je kete..dpn umah arwah air mata ak bergenang..saat trpndg kete kancil JFW ..jtuh trus air mate.byk btol kenangan ngn kete ni...ak jd org trakhir msuk ke umah..

sayunye suare ajid..."wani, masuk la.."...xbrkata ape..ak tnduk msuk ke umah brslm ngn mak yana...ak menahan emosi sikt demi menjaga ati seorg emak...ak dpt rs kn kesedihan yg teramat bler bpluk ngn mak yana..arwah sgt rpt ngn maknye..

pas borak2..sgt brdebar lg..bler melangkah msuk ke blik arwahh utk bristirehat..

fuh...memori...blik yg pnuh dgn gelak tawa arwah brsma2 geng58...stiap sudut blik..pnuh ngn brg arwah yg menjdi kesayangan pd arwahh...beg deuter kuning, tuale dolpin...bju kurg..

slmt xjmpe bear meow..n album kawen... hnye album biase je dorg jmpe..

"wani, tgk nie ablum yana...byk btol gmbo ko wey"..fuh..ak skali imbas je tgk dpn album..xckup kuat ak nk tgk sume...nnt nangis lg..

brgrk menziarahi kubur arwah..saat ni ak nekad xkn nangis d kubur...mlngkah ke tnh perkuburan..trima kseh shadad..sudi temankn kmi..nk hrpkn ema..pnt la kte nk cri kubur yg ade tabur bunga...byk Ow..mau smpai bukit cina kte..maaf ea ema...

Al Fatihah...ntahla rs sayu sgt brdoa..tgk ema trsedu2 nangis..

rs arwah ade dkt je ngn kite..mmndng ke lngit... brkta dlm ati...

"na..kmi dtg na...lwt ko..nnt kmi g tgk ikhmal..insyaallah na"(kte sume akn ke sni satu ari nnt..)

sblum tbe hosp..kmi dberitahu ajid & mak yana..phk hosp xbnrkn org msuk mlwt slain ajid n mak yana..krn keadaan ikhmal msh dlm ICU...erm frustnye ati..rs sdh tgk shadad yg nk sgt jmpe ikhmal..tp.. Allah Maha Penyayang.. sume mama2 dpt jmpe ngn ikhmal...

syukur sgt2 ..n amat trima kaseh pd fiela...(dirahsiakn)

krn mama fiela...bonda dpt jmpe ikhmal...

saat bonda msuk ke dlm wad..brsma ngn ema n mama fiela..

ikhmal cm tahu je..sape mama2 sume nie...

time bonda..dkt ngn ikhmal..bonda pnggil 'hi ikhmal...hi ikhmal'..(brgetar suare bonda)

mliht sayunye wajah mu nak..brgenang air mata bonda..

mliht mata yg sepet..bntuk muke yg bulat.. ank mata yg itam..hdung yg comel..

wjh mu mmg mirip ngn arwah...

bler ngusap2 pp mu..bonda xdpt thn dh...trus mlngkah kluar tnpa kata2 bubye...

menangis...mnjerit dlm hti...mnhan perasaan dr dthn2 dr jejaknye kaki d b.p..

trus mama fiela,,memeluk erat bonda...memujuk bonda brsbr..demi mnjga ati nenek ikhmal..

ayah ikhmal...uncle shadad..

mlihat mama yam mndukung ikhmal..jelos nye bonda..

to be continue...

setahun dh brlalu

fuh...cpt btol ms berlalu...pejam celik pejam celik... rs cm mude je lg... tkt nk tgk IC sndri...heheh.rs nk padam je thun kt no ic tue.. (ckp cm xnk trima takdir plak).. bln 6 nie...ckup 3 thun ak keje kilng semiconductor... stress jgk keje undr field nie.. lucky ade fren2 yg sgt menghiburkn ati... kwn2 rpt sume jauh2...ade yg keje...ade yg blajar...ade yg dh kawen...de yg dh brsalin pn.. miss you all frenn pmly ma ayh yg trsyg...adk bradk dr 4...2 dh pn brkahwin... tnggl dua lg..yg msh brmanje ngn ma ayh... heheh...

ari yg d tgu2 dr bln 12 lg..

yes...akhir nye dpt jgk..esk leh la g usha..emm..project2

NEW YEAR 2010

hape new year..2010..perghh...cpt nye ms brlalu...

2 all my fren..hape new year.yg born yrs 84..now dah enter 26.heheh..

yg nk brkahwen,congrate...especially my bes fren yana...dgr2 bln 5 nie...

yg dh brkahwen..ina..aish rmai gua rs..yg brtunang...still leh kira..

yg blum pape lg...heheh. keep silent..sme la ngn gua nie..hehe

yg tgh study...do d bes k fren..hope diz yr rjin2 la study...

yg tgh keje...wow keje.stress gler...gua pn blur2....overdose pkir

yg duk jg baby..emm.ade ea?sape ek... eh ade2...mmbr skolah..mmbr uitm pn ade...

yg brcinta...heheh no comment..

yg busy..tk cre yr health k.

yg blur..cm ak.hehe..

tulis blog pn blur...ati nk tulis gak...hahah..

r a m a d h a n

geng..sorry long time no update...

4 this year...
jom brbuka posse sama2 nk...
wt tarawih sama2...
jln2 kejap...
if got more time, kite sahur sama2...

Place : Shah alam or KL
Time : weekend

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1nite...feel like miss some one...fuhhh..

KENA TAG DR FIELA...

HAHAH..nasib bek nenc xtag ak.tp ak thu...if fiela yg kena, sure lps tu sume org kena...geng58.xkn fiela miss out pnyer...ak xreti tag2 sgt nie...slamber je la...hehehe

3 NAMES IN YOUR INBOX CELLPHONE?
1. ma
2. bro joe
3. alyn my cousin

2. YOUR MAIN RINGTONE?
-friday night

3. WHAT U DID AT 12 LAST NIGHT?
-dh tdo...akibat dos ubt yg sgt mengantukkkn

4 . WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON U WENT OUT WITH? WHERE?
-my pmly g litar kg gajah..usha abg gua race car..honda.

5. THE COLOR OF THE T'SHIRT YOU'RE WEARING? NOW?
-white

6. THE LAST THING U DID
- receive phone cll

7. 3 OF YOUR EVERYDAY FAVORITE ITEMS?
1. hp
2. kete
3. laptop

8. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDROOM?
- white n red and cadar pink

9. HOW MUCH MONEY IN YOUR WALLET NOW?
-rm30.75...hehe

10 . HOW'S LIFE?
- keje..stress gler.bru 2 3 arini ok sikt...pmly so far ok

11. YOUR FAVORITE SONG?
-ntah la...sume dlm hitz

12. WHAT WILL U DO NEXT WEEKEND?
- lpk umh kot...xpn blk umh mk long.totally blum ade plan lg..

13. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U SAW UR MOM?
-few second ago...

14. WHERE IS SHE NOW?
-ats katil..sleeping beuty

15. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU TALKED TO YOUR PARENTS?-
bru je jap td..

16. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT TEXTED U?
- calvin

17. WHERE DID U HAVE UR DINNER LASTNIGHT?
- kt umh ipoh

18. THE LAST SURPRISE YOU GOT?
- i found my cat...walau wey pnt rewang2 ngn kete g cri c u

19. LAST THING U BORROWED FROM UR FRIENDS?
- money..xckup uit rm40 byr tayar kete.total sume 2rat lbh..bru je byr blk smlm.

21. WHO IS UR BF/GF OR HUSBAND/WIFE?
-helllooo....im still single, mingle and jingle
22. WHAT DO YOU FEEL NOW?
- gatal

23. WANNA SHARE WITH WHO?
- no answer

24. WHO KNOWS UR SECRET?
- no answer

25 . THEY KEEP UR SECRET?
- don't knnow

27. ARE YOU ANGRY WITH SOMEONE?
-yes..but still cool.wt bdoh je...mls nk kaco

no28. WHAT DO YOU ORDER AT MCD?
-Spicy Mc deluxe < same la fiela+aiskrim

29. THE LAST TIME YOU FELT SO SAD?
-everday in 2-3 mint

30. WHAT IS UR WISH FOR TOMORROW?
-wake up early morning...

31. WHO WILL U TAG NEXT?
Gk 58 suzana, suraya,nein,aiza, yam, yana, jess, ..tag back fiela n nency